I want to post your jesus stories!

Hey everyone, I have officially decided that I am going to be randomly hosting Jesus weeks. So lets start this Jesus week off with this simple little post. I want to take all of your Jesus stories and share them on this blog. If you want to remain anonymous then just let me know and I will keep you anonymous. Thanks!

Lets seek and find together.

~Addie

Christians struggle to!

Hi everyone! So this blog addresses why even though I'm a Christian I still struggle with the things I used to. Just because I'm a Christian doesn't mean that this solves all of my problems. I still have to be proactive. I have to work and function to keep my body working. I can still be afraid of things. Trusting in God doesn't change the fact that I have fears and insecurities. I can have insecurities all I want. I want you all to have this faith and trust as much as I do. Well that's all for now.

Lets seek and find together!

~Addie

Letting go and letting GOD!

Hi everyone! This blog is about how and why I decide to let go and let God. Why do I decide to let go and let God? I have had so much undue stress lately! I have been struggling with anxiety and when I became a believer I decided to just let go. This is much easier said then done. I can say I'm letting go really easily but when I act on that then it is really hard. I am making a very difficult decision right now regarding my feeding tube. The tube I have right now kinks really easily. My GI doctor is suggesting two feeding tubes. I was so worried about this. Its scary how much a decision like that will change how I function. I decided to take this to God! This didn't solve everything. However it did help me feel less stressed about this decision. How do I let go and let God? When I feel stressed or down even upset I pray to God. When I have a big decision to make I take it to God in Prayer. The most important step in letting go and letting God is prayer. Prayer has been my stronghold for everything. When I need wisdom I pray. When I need help I pray. When I need someone to talk to I pray. When I'm having a difficulty I pray. I pray I pray I pray.

Lets seek and find together.

~Addie  

Seeking and finding God.

Hi everyone. I got permission to share with you about a huge influence in my life that came from a vlogger. On YouTube there is an account called seeking finding heart. Unfortunately the person running the account has had to step back. I found the account while I was searching for different things on YouTube. This women's video that I found was all about her testimony. How she came to know and love God. Now I have never ever been so touched by someone's story. I was in tears. It was amazing. I went to her channel and I found that she has been fighting a battle against fibromyalgia. God was like her strong hold. She was in pain and she was hurting yet you could see in her videos the there was this light that was in her eyes and this faith that she has in God. I finished watching videos on her channel and I got down on my knees and I started praying. I wanted her God in my life. I wanted this never ending never changing God with me, In me. I wanted this loving caring God. I went online and I bought a bible. Then I downloaded a bible on my phone. I spent a long time praying and reading the bible. I finally knew that this was something that I couldn't live another second of another day without. I was crying so hard and I leaned over my hospital bed and I prayed I asked God into my heart and into my life. I have now started my journey healing through God. Letting go and letting God handle my troubles. I never felt more at peace with my medical decisions. With my medical state. I have been having a really hard time trying to be at peace with my body and with what is going on. I am so glad that I finally have that peace. If you don't have that peace and you want to accept God feel free to comment or email me at addierocks7@gmail.com. Please know that I want to share this peace and I want to help you through your difficult times. I want to devote time to you all and help you find your peace.

Lets seek and find together

~Addie

Why I don't let things bring me down. I am a christian!!!

Hi everyone, I want to talk to you all about why I don't let the struggles and hardships bring me down. First off I have been through a lot lately. I just found out that I have a genetic antitrypsin deficiency!!! I have yet to tell anyone about how something life changing has happened to me and I may never be able to share it with you all. Two days ago I became a Christian. I have always felt like I needed something more and I finally found it. I was on YouTube and I found an amazing channel about someone who has gone through a lot. I found Christ through them and I learned that this is what I was missing all along. I have never felt more complete. I have never felt more at peace with where I am and what I am. I am still in the hospital and wish I could have posted sooner but low and behold I broke my computer. I found out this week that I have a genetic condition that effects how my lungs work and so I am still in the hospital because of the pneumonia. I just want to say that if me being a Christian is going to effect how you think of me know so be it. This is now a part of who I am. This is me!!!

Best wishes

~Addie

Brain surgery, Medically induced coma and Pneumonia! Why I haven't posted lately?

Hi everyone, so this is going to be a longer blog then normal so that I can catch you all up. So my last post was actually quite awhile ago for me considering my plan was to update this everyday. So two weeks ago today I posted my update like lots of days are I had lots of doctors appointments. I also had and MRI of my head because my symptoms had been spiraling out of control. I had my MRI done and I was asked to please stay and wait for the results. My neurologist came in with the radiologist and a neurosurgeon. I was told that I needed brain surgery ASAP! This was scary. I have already had brain surgery before and I wasn't sure if my body could handle it. I do not want to go far into the depths so feel free to look it up on your own. I had a severe hematoma. After the surgery the nurses told me that I kept banging my head against the wall. They also told me that my vitals were severely unstable so with that and several more factors the doctors decided the best option for me was to be put in a medically induced coma for about a week. When they brought me out of the coma I started having trouble breathing even on the breathing machine that I was on. This was when I was started to be weaned off of the breathing machine. I requested a chest X-ray just because of my history with pneumonia and other lung conditions. After the x-ray came back I was told that my lungs had taken on a lot of water. I was asphyxiating while I was on the machine. My oxygen stats were very low. My oxygen stats had been low for awhile but the doctors didn't check them because they never dropped to a critical low. This hospital stay has been an adventure and may continue to be one. Hope you all have an amazing day/night.

                                        Best wishes

~Addie